It's like someone plucked you from my most hidden fantasies. If it weren't for other people talking about their friends being replaced with doubles now, I'd assume that's what this was.
The submissive/Dominant contract in the city. He is legally my submissive in this world. He only agreed to it because he thought it would stop me from killing people, but I've no desire to kill anymore.
Yes. You think that because you love your siblings more than humans. You know that we are the only things that really matter. You believe all of the things I have wished for so many years that my brother would come to understand. You are everything I want Vash to be.
I could spend centuries with you and still never fully understand the depth of my love and adoration for you.
[Admitting all of this aloud feels like he's tearing himself open again, but he needs to say it before this ends.]
I am so jealous of your brother because I want everything he's built with you. I can't trust that this is the way things will be now because it feels too perfect and I feel too much like an intruder.
I spend every moment terrified that one day I'm going to wake up and you'll be gone and the man I tortured will be back. I'll hate myself for wishing he was you.
[Vash listens quietly. Pulling the tab on his beer and taking a couple sips. Walking over to sit next to Knives as he finishes. He doesn't answer right away as he thinks over what he's just been told.] If you were told that to keep me your Vash would die. Would you still keep me over him?
No wrong answer. Mostly curious. So tell me what your gut choice would be.
[Vash nods as if satisfied.] Then remember that if you wake up one day with your brother back. And don't give up on him. Me and my brother often fight, maybe not as bad as you two, but with time we always work through our problems.
Maybe for now, but that can change. Oh! What if we started to go on walks together around the parks? That might be fun! Give you something to look forward to each day?
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You are too perfect. It's starting to become unnerving.
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That's the problem. I don't think I deserve you.
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You know, I trapped that other you into a contract in a desperate desire to keep him close.
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I could spend centuries with you and still never fully understand the depth of my love and adoration for you.
[Admitting all of this aloud feels like he's tearing himself open again, but he needs to say it before this ends.]
I am so jealous of your brother because I want everything he's built with you. I can't trust that this is the way things will be now because it feels too perfect and I feel too much like an intruder.
I spend every moment terrified that one day I'm going to wake up and you'll be gone and the man I tortured will be back. I'll hate myself for wishing he was you.
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No wrong answer. Mostly curious. So tell me what your gut choice would be.
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No... I.... I couldn't do that to him.
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He better appreciate you.
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And somehow you manage to make me feel better because of it.
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Yes. I'd like that.
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